#61 - THE BREAK UP AND LOSS
Dan and my mom had broken up once again in late 2000 which had sucked because I heard he had sold his house in Tennessee and transferred his job to Ohio. I remember that night well as I had been at the kitchen table doing some of my Psychology home work and there had been alot of yelling and screaming about what I had no idea, in Ohio when it's 11 o'clock pm it is fucking dark and on top of that we had a gang of wild raccoon's that had lived in the little patch of trees by the house. My mom had left Dan and a friend of his to climb up a ladder to the top of the car port to retrieve all of his belongings while giving him only so long to be off her property before she had called the cops. She had came into the kitchen and had shut off the light of the carport only to leave the kitchen light on and yell out a window to let him know how much time he had left, I had loved my mom but what she had been doing to Dan had been childish in my opinion. I had gotten out of the seat and had walked over to the door with my walker and turned the light back on and I had just made it back in the chair before my mom had stormed back into the kitchen, she had went over and turned the light back off giving me a glare before she had left the room.
I sat there until I heard one of the guys drop something heavy before I got back up and went over to the light switch turning it on and that time I did not make it back to my seat when Delores entered the Kitchen and told me to leave the light alone. She'd turned it off for the third time and left the room, I got up and went over to the light realizing that one of those guys was going to hurt themselves bad. That time I did not even make it away from the turned on light switch when Delores demanded that I come to her because she wanted to speak to me. I had gotten into my wheelchair as I had been tired from all the walking that I had done that day, If I remember correctly I can write that I was really tired and I had wished to go right to bed because I had fractures the next night. I rolled into the living room with Delores exiting her bedroom upon seeing me she waved me over to where the washer and dryer closet had been. She bent down getting right in my face and telling me that I had no Idea what Danny had done to her then reminded me of how I was accused of stealing his pot. I had not even smoked until a year later so I did not care what may or may not have been said about me, Instead I told her how childish she had been being that night. If she really wanted the guy to leave then turn on the light and let him get his shit. That is probably how I put it to her that night, her face had been very red and she was shaking with anger because she punched me in the forehead with her right fist. I don't even think she thought about what she had done because she immediately told me to hit her back, I could not believe what the woman had done and out of anger I called her a bitch. She hit me in the forehead again with right hand and thankfully she was not working out at that time. The hit did not hurt very badly but I was getting mad because she had once again ordered me to hit her back so I called her a cunt. She hit me a little harder the third time and as I was sitting there on my hands trying not to let the Bitch see me cry because that night my mom had died to me. Danny came into the house from obviously hearing what had been going on and told Delores that if she hit me again he would hit her. My half sister Samantha came down stairs from her room and yelled at Danny for going to hit her mom. I never got along with that little bitch probably because she reminded me so much of Minnie me but instead of that it was little Minnie Delores. Delores called him out telling him to tell me what he said about my stealing weed, his son Danbo was the stealer as I pointed out the time we had been in Tennessee when he and his little friends was trying to get me to smoke some with them. That was not important anyway to point out to Sam if her boyfriend smoked it so did Delores. Danny shook his head rapidly probably happy to no longer be on the spot and then poor little Sam cried. Danny left but, would come back only to drop me off on campus to live in the dorm. Delores bothered me all the time leaving several messages on my answering machine, I would be an idiot to go back willingly.
I sat there until I heard one of the guys drop something heavy before I got back up and went over to the light switch turning it on and that time I did not make it back to my seat when Delores entered the Kitchen and told me to leave the light alone. She'd turned it off for the third time and left the room, I got up and went over to the light realizing that one of those guys was going to hurt themselves bad. That time I did not even make it away from the turned on light switch when Delores demanded that I come to her because she wanted to speak to me. I had gotten into my wheelchair as I had been tired from all the walking that I had done that day, If I remember correctly I can write that I was really tired and I had wished to go right to bed because I had fractures the next night. I rolled into the living room with Delores exiting her bedroom upon seeing me she waved me over to where the washer and dryer closet had been. She bent down getting right in my face and telling me that I had no Idea what Danny had done to her then reminded me of how I was accused of stealing his pot. I had not even smoked until a year later so I did not care what may or may not have been said about me, Instead I told her how childish she had been being that night. If she really wanted the guy to leave then turn on the light and let him get his shit. That is probably how I put it to her that night, her face had been very red and she was shaking with anger because she punched me in the forehead with her right fist. I don't even think she thought about what she had done because she immediately told me to hit her back, I could not believe what the woman had done and out of anger I called her a bitch. She hit me in the forehead again with right hand and thankfully she was not working out at that time. The hit did not hurt very badly but I was getting mad because she had once again ordered me to hit her back so I called her a cunt. She hit me a little harder the third time and as I was sitting there on my hands trying not to let the Bitch see me cry because that night my mom had died to me. Danny came into the house from obviously hearing what had been going on and told Delores that if she hit me again he would hit her. My half sister Samantha came down stairs from her room and yelled at Danny for going to hit her mom. I never got along with that little bitch probably because she reminded me so much of Minnie me but instead of that it was little Minnie Delores. Delores called him out telling him to tell me what he said about my stealing weed, his son Danbo was the stealer as I pointed out the time we had been in Tennessee when he and his little friends was trying to get me to smoke some with them. That was not important anyway to point out to Sam if her boyfriend smoked it so did Delores. Danny shook his head rapidly probably happy to no longer be on the spot and then poor little Sam cried. Danny left but, would come back only to drop me off on campus to live in the dorm. Delores bothered me all the time leaving several messages on my answering machine, I would be an idiot to go back willingly.
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